I FEEL SO BLESSED,
CAN I STOP BEING DISTRESSED?
LUCKY AS FUCK TO BE ALIVE,
BEST TO AVOID THAT BEE-HIVE.
THE BEE-HIVE IS MY MIND,
CLARITY IS HARD TO FIND.
CONSTANT BUSINGS OF THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD,
THESE ONES TELL ME I’M BETTER OFF DEAD.
OCD AND BIPOLAR ONE,
NO THEY’RE NOT ANY FUCKING FUN.
THE THOUGHTS LIKE TO SCREAM,
I HOPE IT’S JUST A DREAM.
IS JUST THAT.
A LIFE FULL OF ENDLESS PAIN,
EVEN WORSE AFTER IT RAIN.
FIBROMYALGIA IS A BRUTAL DISEASE,
THINK WHAT YOU PLEASE,
BUT YOU DO NOT LIVE WITH MY DISEASE.
PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ILLNESS TOGETHER,
THEY ALL GET SET OFF BY THE WEATHER.
YOU CAN HURT ME WITH A FEATHER,
MY PAIN SKYROCKETS PER THE WEATHER.
BURNING SENSATIONS ALL OVER,
NOT TO MENTION MY BIPOLAR.
NOW I’M ALMOST SIX YEARS SOBER,
BUT I’M STILL ONE HELL OF A STONER.
I have been publishing on Medium every single day for over a week now, and I would adore you all if you would be every so kind as to go check out my Medium Blog?!
I cover both short, and long-form content, with topics covering everything from Sex through Mental Health and Drug Use/Poly-Addiction and everything in between!
I also however, am going to be participating in my very first NaNoWriMo this year, so I have been rather preoccupied trying to self-teach myself how to worldbuild and pants a novel with no prior Author experience, so let us see how this goes!
I will be publishing book blogs as well starting by November, and setting up a newsletter! The Neurodivergent Newsletter will be up and running by Halloween or earlier, so stay tuned for updates and don’t forget to drop a follow over on Medium! 🙂
I love you all, stay blessed bitches.smutwritinghigh
“I also however, am going to be participating in my very first #NaNoWriMo this year, so I have been rather preoccupied trying to self-teach myself how to #worldbuild and pants a novel with no prior #Author experience, so let us see how this goes!”Tweet